Help Me G-d

He’s nice
why do you say abuse and rape?
He seems nice anyways
why is your mouth so agape
do you know him?
I would give him a chance
but then I will be obsessed
face it, he’s a creation with pants
what’s the difference
between obsession and love
I need serious help
from up above
he’s from an interesting family
is that quite his fault
it may be hereditary
but does it demand this assault
you claim I can do better
but who says that’s my goal
for a regular guy
it’ll cause corpses to roll
he made his mistakes
he has a terrible, hard past
but he wants to move on right
and needs it real fast
so if you say I can’t pity
and solve world’s problems but my own
and I sound like I’m doing a favor
aright, I’ll take that bone
was never able to explain it
but truthfully, I like him a lot
just for what he is
cuz it’s not anything he’s got
he has beautiful eyes
and is kind of cute
but its not like I’m falling for
tall dark and handsome in a suit
will I respect him
is a big question right now
or will I overpower
and at my feet he will bow
I want a man of the house
all the while still a friend
working together respectfully
a hand we will each lend
will he be too horny
is also a thought
cuz last time it was over
was because of that it was brought
but I was 16 years old
what exactly do you expect
complete naivete
of any sinful thoughts I’d reject
oh I just really don’t know
I am totally stumped
and I’m even quite scared
that he will end up dumped
I hurt people too often
it just can’t happen again
I’m tired of women
I’m tired of men
I’m tired of being tired
I’m tired of trying to understand
I’m tired of thinking
that things will go as planned
why cant I have faith
why cant I get a sign
why don’t I just pass out
maybe I will try some wine

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